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Settling In

January 22nd, 2011 | No Comments | Posted in church

One of the major things about having all my stuff in one space is this: there’s not enough space! So, I’ve been diligently getting things straightened out.

First, there was the overflowing sock drawer. Check.

Next, the packed underwear drawer. Check.

The closet? One corner is the craft area. I pulled it all out of the closet and piled it on the bed. It literally covered the bed, and overflowed into the floor. The best part? The 27 skeins of yarn that were tangled. It took me an hour (tweeting all the while!), listening to Paul Simon, to get all the yarn skeins unattached from one another.

I found 7 fingerless gloves. And not one of them matched another. Apparently, I like making gloves. But I lose interest after the first one.

I found 26 circular knitting needles. And yes, many are the same size. *sigh*

One unfinished project was an easy finish… I’ll try to post a picture as soon as I get my website working just right.

But I got the clutter decluttered. I makes me want to dance.

Now, onto the clothing. And the summer stuff. And the bathroom. And the linens. And under the bed. Then I’ll be able to relax.

Vive La Difference

January 20th, 2011 | No Comments | Posted in church

Coming back into myself. It’s not slow, it’s actually happening rather quickly. I’m reading what I want to read (and, by the way, one of the things I’m reading is this blog, Chase the Clouds, and I’m impressed, not only by the writing, but also by the vulnerability of her story). I’m visiting who I want to visit. Talking with who I want to speak.

For the first time in nearly a year, I feel like the thoughts in my head matter. And I want to hold on to that for as long as I can.

I think I’ll color my hair.

Make a Career Out of Connecting

January 18th, 2011 | No Comments | Posted in church

I’m sitting in Starbucks right now and there’s a sign on the wall, “Make a career out of connecting.” Isn’t that what I’ve been trying to do all my adult life?

I always said I went into ministry so that I could be a “lady who lunches.”

Maybe I really just want to be a “clergyperson who coffees.” Or a “pastor who partakes.” A “devotee who devours.” A “vicar with vittles.”

Okay, enough of that silliness.

I really just want to hear what makes people tick. Assure them that they are okay. That they are loved. It’s not too much to ask, is it?

Life Beckons

January 17th, 2011 | No Comments | Posted in church, humanity, work

For the last year, I’ve been working during the week in Washington, DC, and living weekends in Richmond, VA. I worked 40 hours a week and was on call 24-hours-a-day. The commute was about 16 hours a week. In addition, I was pastoring a church in Richmond.

And trying to have a life.

The downside to the life was that I didn’t have enough time for myself. And I’m not talking about alone time, or time to get my hair done, or time to get all the errands of normal life done. I had that.

But I didn’t have enough time for my self.

My self requires spending time alone. My self requires spending time with the people who I love. My self requires that I have time to think through my principles, time to act as I believe is right, and time to build caring relationships.

I am regaining that time now.

We had a guest preacher at church yesterday. He shared this with us:

St. Teresa’s Prayer:

May today there be peace within.
May you trust God that you are exactly where you are meant to be.
May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith.
May you use those gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that
has been given to you….
May you be content knowing you are a child of God….
Let this presence settle into your bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love.
It is there for each and every one of us.

May it ever be.

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Epiphany

January 8th, 2011 | 3 Comments | Posted in church

When ever there’s a big event, like the shooting today of Representative Gabrielle Giffords, you have to rewrite your sermon just a bit. This is my updated sermon for tomorrow.

I have to make a little confession, here, first. The Lectionary text for this Sunday is really the story of Jesus’ baptism, his preparation for public ministry. But since Epiphany, which is the last day of Christmas, when the Wise Men come, almost never falls on a Sunday, I thought we’d celebrate Epiphany today.

Ya’ll know that Lamb: The Gospel According to Biff, Christ’s Childhood Pal by Christopher Moore is one of my most favorite books ever. In it, Jesus goes looking for his three Wise Men that visited at his birth, thinking that they will help him understand and prepare for his life as Messiah.

Josh (or Jesus) and his best friend Biff met the 2nd Wise Man, Gaspar, and this is the story:

Sitting was what we did.To learn to sit, to be still and hear the music of the universe, was why we had come halfway around the world, evidently. To let go of ego, not individuality, but that which distinguishes us from all other beings. “When you sit, sit. When you breathe, breathe. When you eat, eat,” Gaspar would say, meaning that every bit of our being was to be in the moment, completely aware of the now, no past, no future, nothing dividing us from everything that is.

It’s hard for me, a Jew, to stay in the moment. Without the past, where is the guilt? And without the future, where is the dread? And without guilt and dread, who am i?

“See your skin as what connects you to the universe, not what separates you from it,” Gaspar told me, trying to teach me the essence of what enlightenment meant, while admitting that it was not something that could be taught. Method he could teach. Gaspar could sit.

The legend went (I pieced it together from bits dropped by the master and his monks) that Gaspar had built the monastery as a place to sit. Many years ago he had come to China from India, where he had been born a prince, to teach the emperor and his court the true meaning of Buddhism, which had been lost in years of dogma and overinterpretation of scripture.

Upon arriving, the emperor asked Gaspar, “What have I attained for all my good deeds?”

“Nothing,” said Gaspar.

The emperor was aghast, thinking now that he had been generous to his people all these years for nothing.

He said, “Well, then, what is the essence of Buddhism?”

“Vast amphibians,” said Gaspar.

The emperor had Gaspar thrown from the temple, at which time the young monk decided two things; one, that he would have a better answer the next time he was asked the question, and two, that he’d better learn to speak better Chinese before he talked to anyone of importance. He’d meant to say, “Vast emptiness,” but he’d gotten the words wrong.

The legend went on to say that Gaspar then came to the cave where the monastery was now built and sat down to meditate, determined to stay there until enlightenment came to him. Nine years later, he came down from the mountain, and the people of the village were waiting for him with food and gifts.

“Master, we seek your most holy guidance, what can you tell us?” they cried.

“I really have to pee,” said the monk. And with that all of the villagers knew that he had indeed achieved the mind of all Buddhas, or “no mind,” as we called it.

The Magi are important to the story of Jesus, because they are the beginning of understanding that Jesus is special in some way. Different… Gifted, if you will… The Messiah…

But why should we still recognize Epiphany today? Primarily because it reminds us, yet again, why Christmas is important. Not for the gifts that we’re given, much like we never hear much about the gifts of the Magi again in Jesus’ life. But instead, it’s because of the entrance of God into our existence. God cares so much about us that God becomes one of us. And this person, Jesus, who is most filled with God’s Spirit has lived to show us what life can look like.

But it’s also important, because it reminds us to slow down, to bless what would otherwise be, an ordinary day.

And why is it important to bless an ordinary day?

Because in every day, someone is doing their best to curse it. Whether it be the boss you can’t stand, the shooter at the corner grocery, the big corporation polluting the water. For every action in the world, for every “sin,” we should take a moment and not just recognize, but bless the good.

Barbara Brown Taylor wrote, “”pronouncing a blessing puts you as close to God as you can get. To learn to look with compassion on everything that is; to see past the terrifying demons outside to the bawling hearts within; to make the first move toward the other, however many times it takes to get close; to open your arms to what is instead of waiting until it is what it should be; to surrender the justice of your own cause for mercy; to surrender the priority of your own safety for love… To pronounce a blessing on something is to see it from the divine perspective. To pronounce a blessing is to participate in God’s own initiative. To pronounce a blessing is to share God’s own audacity.”

Blaise Pascal said, “Somewhere, something incredible is waiting to be known.” Blessing makes the time to recognize that something incredible.

Now, Epiphany is a Christian feast day that celebrates the “appearance” of Jesus, the revelation of God the Son as a human being in Jesus Christ. It’s usually celebrated on the 6th of January. On the Feast of the Epiphany, the priest, wearing white vestments, will bless the Epiphany water, frankincense, gold, and chalk.

In many countries, the people walk to the nearest body of living water and the priest throws a cross into the water. The people, if possible, then dive into the water to retrieve the cross.

We’re not going to do that.

There’s another tradition in the western church. Chalk is used to write the initials of the three magi over the doors of churches and homes. The letters stand for the initials of the Magi (traditionally named Caspar, Melchior, and Balthasar), and also the phrase Christus mansionem benedicat, which translates as “may Christ bless the house”.

I’d like for us to do this today. Will you join me and help me at the door?

God bless the corners of this house and be the lintel blessed: and bless the hearth and bless the board and bless each place of rest; bless each door that opens wide to strangers and to kin; and bless each crystal windowpane that lets the sunshine in. And bless the rooftree overhead and every sturdy wall. The peace of man, the peace of God, the peace of love to all.” – Irish house blessing